The Bitter Taste of Dying by Jason Smith

smith, jason - the bitter taste of dying( thumbs_up ) I’ve read a lot of intense memoirs, especially about drugs, but damn – this is the first prescription drugs memoir I’ve read that surprised me and educated me. Fentanyl patches? I didn’t even know those existed.

The author came from an intense background. He found his uncle dead from a heroin overdose. And yet he still turned to drugs – trauma will do that. Genes might play an even bigger role. And then they’re given to us by doctors after an injury and preached as “safe”… well, that’ll get anyone.

The author found himself in numerous crazy situations after he developed his addiction, as many do. A Tijuana jail where he is drinking mop water is just one of them.

This is an enthralling read, especially if you’re not familiar with the more recent plague of legal drug addictions.

Dietland by Sarai Walker

walker, sarai - dietland( thumbs_side ) As much as I want to like this book because of the lesson it holds, the whole context of the story just seems a little too extreme. Self-acceptance and empowerment is great, but the level of feminism this book encourages is a bit intense and the scenarios not too believable.

It’s trying to describe a possible revolution that could happen – that there is still an abundance of sexism that needs to change. This is true, and I’m impressed. I do believe all women should love themselves the way they are and we do need improvement in societal gender equality. However, I don’t like that there is no mention about also loving yourself enough to be concerned about not hurting your health. Being overweight is a health concern, and is based on an addiction to food. You wouldn’t tell a drug addict to just accept and continue the damage they are doing to themselves because they need to love themselves. Loving yourself should be different than not ever trying to change your behaviors.

Also, the main character almost gets herself mixed up in vigilantism, and gets a free $20,000 from a woman she barely knows. It’s unrealistic, and I also don’t see how the main character’s mindset did a 360 so fast. She went from planning weight loss surgery to yelling and turning over the table of a group of people making jokes about her size.

Beyond Belief by Jenna Miscavige Hill

hill, jenna miscavige - beyond belief.jpg( thumbs_up ) Oh. My. God. I had heard general rumors that scientology was a twisted religion, but I had no idea to what extent.

This is a memoir of a woman who spent her entire girlhood in the atmosphere of a tyrannical religion. I don’t think I’ve ever read about such deep measures of brain washing and abuse before. I was really intrigued by how complicated the church is yet so unorganized and subjective. If I hadn’t already known this religion existed, I would have guessed that this was fiction.

I’m so glad the author finally got out, but it’s also very saddening to know that so many people subject themselves and their families to this corrupt institution. I learned so much from this book.

Jemima J by Jane Green

green, jane - jemima j( thumbs_up ) This book starts out a little slow and depressing, but it leads up to a surprisingly good ending that completely transforms the main character.

Jemima J. has always been a very overweight woman, and nothing has ever been able to change that… until the internet. She began chatting up a man in America, (she lives near London,) and used photoshop to make herself thinner in a photo she sent him. When the man wanted to meet, she became obsessed with becoming the picture she created.

She succeeded after intense dedication. After she traveled to see him, she thought everything was perfect. But then, she ironically found out he was hiding an obese lover. Turns out that being thin and fit doesn’t solve everything.

However, it did solve her confidence problem and ability to develop friendships. Furthermore, she finally got noticed by the man that was her long-time crush, coworker, and great friend. And, as she suspected, she was taken more seriously in her career – probably because people saw she was taking better care of herself.

She resolved to never let herself slip into her old habits again – although she felt confident enough to let herself go up one more size.

Drink: The Intimate Relationship Between Women and Alcohol by Ann Dowsett Johnston

johnston, ann dowsett - drink ( thumbs_up ) It is not common knowledge that the consequences of alcohol consumption are maldistributed between men and women.

The author provides numerous studies and thorough research into the topic. I learned that not only are women more prone to develop an addiction to alcohol, it causes more damage to their organs than the same consumption would for a man. From memory loss and other mental defects that can occur, (such as dementia,) to physical issues such as organ failure, cardiac problems, and cancer risk increase.

It doesn’t gloss over the short-term consequences either, such as increasing mood disturbances or hurting relationships.

I loved this book and would recommend it to any woman out there who knows she parties too hard.

Foster Girl: A Memoir by Georgette Todd

todd, georgette - foster girl( thumbs_up ) One of my best friends and neighbor growing up was a foster girl. I heard horror stories of the traumas she endured and saw how it affected her mentally and emotionally. I’ve been very interested in foster children ever since knowing her, and this book gives more perspective into the difficulties they face.

I can only empathize with enduring extreme abuse or what it’s like to not have a place to call a home – but I have no experience of my own to pull from. I learn how hard it is from other sources like this beautifully detailed and honest book, and appreciate even more how a stable household and strong support system can determine how successful and fulfilling someone’s life can become.

I love this memoir, and hope to find more like it. Georgette is a survivor and her and her sister got so lucky in her late teens years to finally find a loving home, even if it wasn’t with a blood relative.

Unwasted: My Lush Sobriety by Sasha Z. Scoblic

scoblic, sacha z - my lush sobriety ( thumbs_side ) You can rarely find books that totally chronicle someone’s sobriety. Usually, it’s all about the trauma and struggles of the addiction. Yes, this includes some of that too –  a little more than I expected from the description. But the main focus is displaying how the experience of finally becoming sober can be for addicts when they seek help.

The idea of it is good, I was excited! However, it is hard to keep up the suspense and drama of the book by only focusing on the healthy, less intense present. She jumped to the past a lot, which I don’t blame her for doing in order to keep the attention of the audience… but the draw of the description of the book is that it is based on after her sobriety.

Still a great book, I learned a lot about a recovering addict’s life. But I think it was a little misrepresented by the description.